and in the midst of this self-inflicted pain…
I can see my beautiful rescue.

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every once in a while…

January 9, 2008

I disappear when I don’t feel like dealing with things/people.
perhaps I should have disclosed this after another specific disclosure, but whatever, it’ll make sense in the end. there’s an explanation for everything.
I have really bad coping skills, so when things get too overwhelming, I just disappear in hopes that when I return after a couple [...]

nothing interesting.

January 5, 2008

I have an oral fixation.
yeah, it’s not very attractive. I bite my fingernails a lot. I have my tongue pierced. I have my lip pierced. I’m also pretty sure that I’m not really addicted to cigarettes; I just do it out of habit. I should probably quit.
so your oral stage of development, according to Sigmund [...]

let’s do this

December 28, 2007

despite me saying that I wasn’t cool enough to have a blog, I’ve given in. maybe having a blog will give me some sort of routine in life. maybe, but probably not. a while ago, an acquaintance of mine used to post entries on myspace disclosing secrets or other insights about himself. since I don’t really [...]