and in the midst of this self-inflicted pain…
I can see my beautiful rescue.

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December 13, 2008

sometimes I really love my life, and I find myself looking for anything to blog about at all.
I love my job, still. even after getting the crap beat out of me several times and getting spit on. there aren’t enough words in the world to describe how accomplished working at a place such as my [...]

I’m so bad at this blogging thing.

August 24, 2008

I think the reason I’m so bad at blogging lately has been because I use writing as an outlet when I’m upset or I have a lot of my mind, but recently, that hasn’t been the case for once. I like the way my life is going currently.
I transferred from working residentially on campus to [...]

a minor update

June 6, 2008

so… it’s been a while, and I’m just gonna say — things are wayyy different.
daddy found out that I medically withdrew last semester. he wasn’t too pleased, but he’s over it now. he was most upset that I was hiding it from him. I guess I should have just been honest with him. oh well.
daddy [...]

I think this is termed “inspiration”…

May 9, 2008

it’s nearing 7 in the morning.
I haven’t slept all night, and I couldn’t fall asleep now if I tried.
I was struck with an idea of sorts, and any exhaustion I felt immediately went away.
I’ve been typing the start to the semi-autobiographical novel I’ve been thinking of writing for years for the past two hours; however, [...]

let’s get back to normalcy.

March 25, 2008

I graduated 8th in my class out of 183 students from Tamaqua Area Senior High School.
I was the 3rd female in our class ranks. I’m not going to lie; it was a pretty difficult feat. after having spent my first two years of high school not giving a shit about grades whatsoever, I had [...]

TOMORROW

March 17, 2008

so tomorrow is the not-so-big day that I’m completely over-stressing and over-worrying about. ask my girlfriend. I’m driving her crazy. please feel bad for her. I’m really annoying.
anyway, I have to get an endoscopy tomorrow at Temple University Hospital because of how many complications I’ve had with that general region of my body for about [...]

wanna hear a fun story?

March 13, 2008

a couple weeks ago I spent a few days dry-heaving and puking my brains out. oh, and when I wasn’t puking, I was curled into a ball because of how much pain I was in. when all of this was happening, I was really tempted to take pictures of the puke just so that I [...]