as this year is ending…

I’ve been looking back on the past year for the past couple of days, and I can honestly say that though I regret many of the decisions I made over the course of 2008, I’m satisfied with how everything played out overall.
I made bad choices and got into a relationship that was completely toxic,
but
I’ve grown [...]

<3

sometimes I really love my life, and I find myself looking for anything to blog about at all.
I love my job, still. even after getting the crap beat out of me several times and getting spit on. there aren’t enough words in the world to describe how accomplished working at a place such as my [...]

A revelation of sorts…

As you probably already know, the Philadelphia Phillies won the World Series on Wednesday, October 29, 2008 for the first time in 28 years and only the second time ever.
Great. Why am I mentioning this? I don’t even like sports.
I live in Philadelphia, and I was present for the mayhem that ensued shortly after the [...]

a minor update

so… it’s been a while, and I’m just gonna say — things are wayyy different.
daddy found out that I medically withdrew last semester. he wasn’t too pleased, but he’s over it now. he was most upset that I was hiding it from him. I guess I should have just been honest with him. oh well.
daddy [...]

let’s get back to normalcy.

I graduated 8th in my class out of 183 students from Tamaqua Area Senior High School.
I was the 3rd female in our class ranks. I’m not going to lie; it was a pretty difficult feat. after having spent my first two years of high school not giving a shit about grades whatsoever, I had [...]

TOMORROW

so tomorrow is the not-so-big day that I’m completely over-stressing and over-worrying about. ask my girlfriend. I’m driving her crazy. please feel bad for her. I’m really annoying.
anyway, I have to get an endoscopy tomorrow at Temple University Hospital because of how many complications I’ve had with that general region of my body for about [...]

wanna hear a fun story?

a couple weeks ago I spent a few days dry-heaving and puking my brains out. oh, and when I wasn’t puking, I was curled into a ball because of how much pain I was in. when all of this was happening, I was really tempted to take pictures of the puke just so that I [...]

let me give you an update.

I HATE IKEA.
okay, so not really; however, on monday, I went to IKEA to buy a bed because I never got around to doing it when I moved into my apartment a month ago. I was acting like a little kid in the showroom while I was trying to figure out which bed I wanted. [...]

this may come as a shock to no one…

I shop in the boys’ department of clothing stores just as often, if not more often, than I shop in the girls’ department.
I know you’re probably thinking that I’m just another raging stereotypical lesbian, but I beg to differ. I feel like it should be completely acceptable for me to wear boxers if I feel [...]

I <3 pokemon.

this is me getting back to disclosures and avoiding the undying urge to just make emo posts about how everything dies in the end anyway so this whole world is pointless and nothing makes sense to me because I don’t understand how someone could try so hard for something and then just get shit on [...]