and in the midst of this self-inflicted pain…
I can see my beautiful rescue.

Archive for February, 2008

let me give you an update.

February 21, 2008

I HATE IKEA.
okay, so not really; however, on monday, I went to IKEA to buy a bed because I never got around to doing it when I moved into my apartment a month ago. I was acting like a little kid in the showroom while I was trying to figure out which bed I wanted. [...]

this may come as a shock to no one…

February 18, 2008

I shop in the boys’ department of clothing stores just as often, if not more often, than I shop in the girls’ department.
I know you’re probably thinking that I’m just another raging stereotypical lesbian, but I beg to differ. I feel like it should be completely acceptable for me to wear boxers if I feel [...]

I <3 pokemon.

February 15, 2008

this is me getting back to disclosures and avoiding the undying urge to just make emo posts about how everything dies in the end anyway so this whole world is pointless and nothing makes sense to me because I don’t understand how someone could try so hard for something and then just get shit on [...]

February 8, 2008

I just want this to be over.

this is a BIG one.

February 7, 2008

I have Asperger’s Syndrome.
for those of you not in the know, Asperger’s Syndrome (AS) is a form of autism. my Asperger’s effects many aspects of my life. I am going to explain the technical and put my own experiences in italics. so here ya go:

Social interaction: people with AS generally have difficulties with social interaction [...]

exactly what I never wanted this to be…

February 6, 2008

upon starting this blog, I promised myself that it wouldn’t become just another place to showcase my supposed “emo”-ness. for some reason, I’m having a really hard time resisting this urge tonight. I’m not exactly sure why, but I can’t shake this feeling.
I can’t help but feel sorry for myself for falling into the same [...]

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February 6, 2008

I have a really hard time believing that anybody truly cares about me.
I realize how self-deprecating this may sound, but it’s honestly the truth. I never realize that I actually have an effect on other people. it hardly ever occurs to me that I should take other people’s feelings into consideration before I do or [...]