an apology.

Dear everyone who reads this (all 3 of you),
I, Emily Paisley, am extremely sorry for my recent lack of updates. I have been extremely busy, and mostly without connection to the interweb for the past two weeks or so, which resulted in me being an extreme slacker when it comes to the blogging world. I [...]

every once in a while…

I disappear when I don’t feel like dealing with things/people.
perhaps I should have disclosed this after another specific disclosure, but whatever, it’ll make sense in the end. there’s an explanation for everything.
I have really bad coping skills, so when things get too overwhelming, I just disappear in hopes that when I return after a couple [...]

don’t laugh.

I have a completely irrational fear of being curb stomped.
I know you’re laughing, and I don’t appreciate it. this is a serious matter. anyone on my high school tennis team can attest to the extent this fear controls my life. anyway, this whole thing started sometime around my freshman year of high school. actually, that’s [...]

nothing interesting.

I have an oral fixation.
yeah, it’s not very attractive. I bite my fingernails a lot. I have my tongue pierced. I have my lip pierced. I’m also pretty sure that I’m not really addicted to cigarettes; I just do it out of habit. I should probably quit.
so your oral stage of development, according to Sigmund [...]

this is lame.

I go through phases with colors.
depending on my mood, I’ll wear (and buy) only certain colors of clothes. for example, last spring, the color was blue. then, I decided that blue definitely wasn’t a good color. near the end of summer, I would only normally wear and buy clothes that were different shades of brown. [...]

alarms

I wake up to the song I’ve Seen Better Days by Everclear whenever I have to get up and do something I don’t want to.
for example, I had that alarm set for every final I had to wake up for during finals week. I also use that ringtone as my alarm for any event I [...]